High-school :'/
Sunday, 26 February 2012 @ 23:52
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Assalamulaikum! I'm back with some tales.. Dear blog, high school is hard! Okay, I know I just started it like two months. okay almost 2 months.. I feel like I'm going to fail or something.. It's freaking hard ! Sometimes I just feel insecure by the geniuses in my class. Today I have an exam , an English exam. IT WAS TOTALLY ASDFGHJKL HARD !! Mungkin susah bagi aku sebab aku tak study -____- So yeah.. Moral of the story is to start studying and pay extra extra extra attention to the teacher in the class. Which i hope i can manage to do. Sometimes aku khayal bile cikgu mengajar. That's gotta end like pronto ! Oh , before I forget.. I have an exam coming this Wednesday, & I want to score ! #Prayformaria "/ kinda sucks when you've just joined a new school & have to sit for an exam. pfffft. Ya Allah, berikanlah aku mengingati apa yang telah diajar oleh guru-guru :] Amin!
Note To Self :- Always prepare for test or what so ever..
Thursday, 23 February 2012 @ 19:15
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Officially 13 babehhh ! lol rasa tua pula. Yes, today is my birthday. And also my last at SMK Cheras.. I'm goin' to SAB. So there's a downside to my birthday today. Last day nak lepak dgn geng-geng dekat cheras. Lepasni akan kurang satu pelajar dalam kelas 1 Dedikasi :") Haha korang jgn ah sedih *k perasan* ! Walaupun aku takde depan mata korang, tapi dlm hati korang aku sentiasa ada. Ceh, dah boleh buat novel dah ni. Hahaha k.
Since today is my last day at cheras, it will also mean that today's my last day to stalk capital Z. After this, dah takde dah capital Z ~ Ahaha, mesti rindu gila-gila dkt dia. Takpe ah capital Z lepasni kau dah tak nampak dah muka aku. Dan aku tak nampak muka kau ~ Senang sikit nak lupakan kau u.u Aku cakap ni mcm kau couple pulak dengan aku pulak en --' okay capital Z, janji dgn aku kau akan jaga diri baik-baik. Belajar elok-elok~ aku... sayang... kau... k dah.
Okay sebelum aku publish post, jom menyanyi lagu Happy Birthday :) Dalam korean !
Saengil Chuka Hamnida ~
Saengil Chuka Hamnida ~
Saengil Chuka... Hamnidaaa !
saengil chuka hamnida :)
Z . Z . Z
Sunday, 19 February 2012 @ 05:49
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It's about time I introduce HIM in my blog. Sorry blog, for keeping this a secret from you. I only write things about someone when they keep popping up in my mind. And HE is absolutely on my mind right now.
Okay I call him Z. just Z. And... I kinda fall for him. Taktahu lah kenapa dan bila. Tapi aku tak mengharap sangat yang dia suka aku balik. Sebab aku tahu yang dia memang susah nak dapat. Dan aku taknak terlebih mengharap yang dia suka aku balik. Takut aku bertepuk sebelah tangan. Hah, kan aku jugak yang susah nanti. Semalam pergi PD, aku tulis nama kau dekat pasir. Lepas tu ombak bawa nama kau ke laut. Ya Allah sumpah aku tersenyum 24/7 sampai bawa ke tidur.
Aku taknak over dalam hal macam ni. Nanti bila kecewa sikit, penuh lah Blog dengan Twitter tulis benda-benda jiwang bagai. lol. It sounds funny but that's just how I express my feelings when I'm frustrated..
K bye.
Happiness Found Me :]
Thursday, 16 February 2012 @ 05:47
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Dear Ismah, thank you sebab post dekat blog kamu tu :) Buat aku semakin kuat. Buat aku sedar yang 'jgn cari cinta, akan tetapi biar cinta yg mencari kita' . Kau telah buat aku sedar yang benda yang aku buat hari tu teramatlah bodoh. Aku pun tak tahu kenapa aku buat. Mane ade aku sedih ah. Tak cool lah kalau sedih en? Takpelah. Kita kena move on dan teruskan hidup :] Teehee.
Perasaan .
Saturday, 11 February 2012 @ 21:49
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Ya Allah, kenapa aku macam ni ? Perasaan aku asyik bergelora jer. Sekejap happy, sekejap bad mood , sekejap sedih , sekejap marah. Bila aku happy, something ruins it. Its like I can never be happy. I don't know who tell this to. Only Allah knows how I feel right now. Dear blog, do you think I can ever be happy like I was before ? I hope I can. I'm tired of being Mrs. Moody Pants most of the times. I'm thinking that I cant be happy when I'm single. But that can't be true right ? Hope not lah.
A few days ago, at night I think. It was a school night. I felt like something just punched my heart. Kinda felt like a knife. And then all of a sudden , I have this strange feeling not to go to school. I thought something bad was going to happen at school. I didn't want to go to school anyways.. Homeworks are just making me nuts. But I had too. I was cautious at school , keeping an eye out for something that might make me go bizarre and hit my head on the wall on something. But nothing happened ..
A few days again , something DID happened. And it was quite unbearable . First, my bestest friend in the entire universe, moved to another school. I saw her crying .. That made my heart fell onto the ground. When am I going to see her again ey ? She's been there for me whenever I'm sad , and happy. I'm going to miss you Kiasatina Bashirah :'] Think of me k my pumpkin pie .
second, I kept fight with this guy friend that's in the same class as me. Not really like a , I'll kick you and punch you fight. Kinda like a mouth-to-mouth fight. Orang melayu panggil 'bertikam lidah' . Okay aku bajet orang putih pulak .__. K aku tak tahu kenapa aku gaduh dengan dia pasal benda yg betul. He thinks I like his best friend. I DO NOT OKAY -.- Buat masa sekarang, aku tak suka sesiapa okay ? How can be any clearer eh ? A to the k to the u , t to the a to the k , s to the u to the k to the a , s to the e to the s to the i the a to the p to the e -.- Get that brraahh ?
Okay I'm certainly pissed off. Hope some miracle will come and I can forget this shizz. Amin.
Ikhlas Ku Ucapkan ❤
Tuesday, 7 February 2012 @ 05:09
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Okay. This post may contain Jiwang-ness, uneasy feelings , and other stuffs. Okay, haihh . Where to begin eh? Banyak benda yang aku kena explain ni. Okay kejap aku tahu!
Dear, Nur Eiysha.. Yes, aku mengaku . Annur suka aku. Tapi dia cakap itu sebelum korang couple. Which is masa kau belum buat relationship dengan dia. Dan time tu hubungan korang masih lagi sebagai sahabat. Okay settle satu kontroversi. Next.. Yang pasal message yang annur bubuh ' <3' tu . Tolong jgn ingat benda lain. Aku rasa dia letak sebab dia syg aku sebagai adik dia. Sejak kebelakangan ni, annur tak ada pun cakap apa-apa pasal 'perasaan' dia. Jadi bermakna yang dia sekarang syg kan engkau seorang je. Maria Irdina hanyalah nama je dalam hidup dia lepas dia couple dengan kau :) Okay. Aku dengan Annur tak ada apa-apa hubungan. Kau tahu kan yang aku ni #TeamForeverAlone ? Siap ada tulis lagi dekat alternate name Facebook aku. Okay aku harap kau percaya .
Walaupun aku dah explain segala apa yang aku tahu. Satu je benda lagi yang aku masih tak boleh nak terima. Perasaan kau.. Beb , aku tahu kau sebenarnya TAK OKAY. Guna lah seberapa banyak emoticons dan senyuman yang kau nak , tapi aku still tak percaya yang kau okay. Send lah dekat aku gambar kau tengah senyum lebar ke, sengih ke, gigi rabbit kau yang comel tu ke. Aku still tak boleh nak percaya. Di luar kau senyum , di dalam tu macam mana ? K aku tahu kau dah send gambar hati yang tengah gembira. Tapi aku tahu itu bukan perasaan yang sebenarnya kan? Aku pernah lalui benda ni weh. Memang kita cakap okay, tapi hakikatnya ... ? Tolong jangan tipu aku. Aku dah bosan asyik kena tipu :) Okay ?
sekali lagi aku cakap :
#AkuDenganAnnurTakAdaPape
#AkuDenganAnnurTakAdaPape
#AkuDenganAnnurTakAdaPape
#AkuDenganAnnurTakAdaPape
#AkuDenganAnnurTakAdaPape
#AkuDenganAnnurTakAdaPape
#AkuDenganAnnurTakAdaPape
Aku harap korang bahagia. Jangan sebab benda ni , hubungan korang musnah. Aku takkan maafkan diri aku sendiri kalau hubungan korang musnah.
Sahabat yang taknak kehilangan Nur Eiysha Balqish , ❤
Freaking Ol' Me
Wednesday, 1 February 2012 @ 00:17
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Okay firsts things firsts , bila aku tengah tulis post ni , its NOT morning kayh ? I just like that picture. Wished I could give it to that special someone , but Allah is still deciding who it is . Nvrmind , I'll wait..
Okay today SEPATUTNYA aku pergi kelas Muzik. Ada kelas tambahan, tapi aku bangun lambat.. Kesian dekat Ismah.. Aku cadang nak snapping gambar dengan dia sebab aku tak ada pun gambar dengan dia. Boleh simpan jadi kenangan. I feel so guilty for you Ismah. Sayang, aku sedar aku bukan kawan yang baik. Aku sedar, tapi aku memang tak sengaja ter-bangun lambat pagi tadi. Bila dah pukul 10:30 baru aku bangun. Aku teringat kelas Muzik.. Aku nak pergi dah pukul 10:30 tu tapi mak aku keluar.. Tak ada siapa nak hantar aku pulak dah.. Kau faham kan ? :'/
Tak semua yang kita rancang akan berjalan dengan lancar. Kita merancang tapi Allah yang tentukan...
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