Perasaan .
Saturday, 11 February 2012 @ 21:49 | 0 notes


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Ya Allah, kenapa aku macam ni ? Perasaan aku asyik bergelora jer. Sekejap happy, sekejap bad mood , sekejap sedih , sekejap marah. Bila aku happy, something ruins it. Its like I can never be happy. I don't know who tell this to. Only Allah knows how I feel right now. Dear blog, do you think I can ever be happy like I was before ? I hope I can. I'm tired of being Mrs. Moody Pants most of the times. I'm thinking that I cant be happy when I'm single. But that can't be true right ? Hope not lah.

A few days ago, at night I think. It was a school night. I felt like something just punched my heart. Kinda felt like a knife. And then all of a sudden , I have this strange feeling not to go to school. I thought something bad was going to happen at school. I didn't want to go to school anyways.. Homeworks are just making me nuts. But I had too. I was cautious at school , keeping an eye out for something that might make me go bizarre and hit my head on the wall on something. But nothing happened ..

A few days again , something DID happened. And it was quite unbearable . First, my bestest friend in the entire universe, moved to another school. I saw her crying .. That made my heart fell onto the ground. When am I going to see her again ey ? She's been there for me whenever I'm sad , and happy. I'm going to miss you Kiasatina Bashirah :'] Think of me k my pumpkin pie .

second, I kept fight with this guy friend that's in the same class as me. Not really like a , I'll kick you and punch you fight. Kinda like a mouth-to-mouth fight. Orang melayu panggil 'bertikam lidah' . Okay aku bajet orang putih pulak .__. K aku tak tahu kenapa aku gaduh dengan dia pasal benda yg betul. He thinks I like his best friend. I DO NOT OKAY -.- Buat masa sekarang, aku tak suka sesiapa okay ? How can be any clearer eh ? A to the k to the u , t to the a to the k , s to the u to the k to the a , s to the e to the s to the i the a to the p to the e -.- Get that brraahh ?

Okay I'm certainly pissed off. Hope some miracle will come and I can forget this shizz. Amin.